Wow haven't really posted much stuff since ever...But I'm glad I'm doing a bit better in school,but on the down side....people still don't really take notice of me & my friends are still ignoring me or just looking down on me *sigh* But I'm sure excited for next year,new classes and new people! And for one thing, I want to get into SFState just to prove my dad wrong. Although today felt like I tried hard to speak out and I did..kinda but it felt good. Can't really decide..Teacher Academy or Finance Academy hmm... After school,I called my friend and talked for a bit,but it seemed like she was having fun on the other line with some guy at Nordstrom... Sigh feel so left out now. Seems like she doesn't even bother to call me just for fun. Or as if i was replaced by 2 guys (but I'm kinda okay with that i guess) The only person that I have at school is probably my giraffe gerng see,but he's usually busy most of the time with other school work & friends. Wished Valentine's Day didn't happen so I wouldn't have to hear that one "phrase". But hopefully things will get better for myself,I'll try harder to be myself around others (well try not to think of what others would think) Wish myself some support XD